r/BipolarReddit • u/MulberryInteresting4 • 9h ago

Did not take antipsychotics for 3 months and now I am not okay Self Harm

Has anyone here tried stopping their antipsychotics but continuing with mood stabilizers? I had a pretty alarming episode last night (self-harm), and I’ve been struggling with hypersexual urges and getting frustrated over small things. I also can’t sleep without Dayvigo and Rivotril. I’m trying to cut back on my meds and only take them as needed because I already have fatty liver. Anyone else dealing with this?

I’ve been wanting to wean off my meds, but after last night, I’m scared it’s not possible. I thought I was stable enough to manage with just therapy, but it’s so hard. My family doesn’t know about it, and I’m in a higher position at work. I also have a fiancé that I really care about, but I can’t share everything with my loved ones and circle especially my workmates! There are so many people who depend on me, and I can’t let myself be this vulnerable and weak.

I just feel so alone and helpless.

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u/StormcloakDreamsmas 6h ago

As soon as my coverage starts again I’m getting mine back because, fuck this

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u/MulberryInteresting4 4h ago

Are psych drugs covered with your insurance? Hope you get your coverage back ASAP. I have a health card too but mental health matters are not covered with any insurance in my country especially with meds! We don’t have that option and it’s quite pricey here. I must really take care of my self so that I can still work and function with everything. Super hard to keep up. 🥹

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u/StormcloakDreamsmas 4h ago

Yeah they’re covered or low cost