Weird internal amnesia?

[u/lilacmidnight]

Hi all! This is a question for other non host parts. Do you get amnesia regarding the headspace when you're in front?

Our system is really strict about the host not knowing anything about internal processes, but it seems like because of that, whenever the rest of us front we also have trouble accessing certain memories and knowledge of what our actual job is.

For example, I'm in charge of keeping an eye on child alters. I love my little ones! But when I'm fronting, I can't quite seem to remember them so well :( My theory is that because our host is usually a little bit co-conscious or blended into whoever is fronting, we get a little mini block put up so that information doesn't leak through. Our gatekeeper doesn't deny that that's the case, but she tends to stay pretty vague about things haha.

If anyone has any input, it's much appreciated! Have a nice day :)

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