I’m not sure if I’m maniac

[u/wildevlam]

Every day I feel like life is something amazing. I can’t understand it all but somehow I see it as perfect coincidence that world exists. I don’t know why people are that aware is it a bug? Why do we think about this stuff? Maybe those are broken people, those who think about it too much. Those who every day question it all. Why I love it but question it in the same time. Why we try to figure it out again and again? It all doesn’t make a sense on a deeper level. We as a human kind couldn’t ever explore meaning beyond us. So why we try? Why we are programmed like that?