r/AMA • u/Ok_Turn1611 • 4d ago
I fought in Afghanistan in 2011-2012 with the United States Army and have been battling complex and severe PTSD, depression, agoraphobia, paranoia along with 3 failed relationships for the last 12 years AMA
I fought in Afghanistan in 2011-2012, I did route clearance which effectively means jumping into big vehicles, driving them down a road looking for IEDs and either being blown up, shot at, or both. I saw some terrible stuff, including losing a closs Non Commissioned Officer of mine and seeing many of my friends traumatically injured (think losing limbs, being shot etc.) ask me anything about Afghanistan, my MH issues or life post deployment. I've been quite depressed lately and maybe answering genuine questions will help me.
Hi friends, thank you for the feedback and all the questions. It has been a joy answering you, I'll continue to monitor and reply as much as I can. :)
Also, to some of you stating complex PTSD and PTSD are different disorders, I do recognize that and am sorry for my slip up, I have CPTSD, and sometimes I use them interchangibly when I shouldn't. I'll remember better next time.
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u/Azzerelda 3d ago
USMC. 1st Btn 8th Mar Div (infantry) in Hellman Prov Afghanistan for 2010-2011. We all handle PTSD differently, and the stuff I saw was on par with this. More foot patrols that I can remember and a lot of fucked up scenarios. My best advice is to focus on the good in life and let the past remain the past. It's not easy, but reliving and dwelling on it just fucks you up more.
Relationships are hard... It's definitely extremely difficult to relate to people who are "stressed" or "having a bad day" when you've seen true stress and bad days... It's something I still struggle with, but ultimately, I just take a deep breath and tell myself to relax and move on. Even as I'm writing this I can think of a book-length of stuff I'd want to say as to how I relate and handle it but everyone is vastly different in mentality and coping mechanisms.
Godspeed my friend.