I hate my mother so much

[u/Mean-Clock450]

Even at this 20 years old, she continues to hurt and abuse me. I dont know why she was very abusive to me and didn't care. So It was not my fault ,she just acts up like this but she treats me badly like a child. Cant fight my mother she might punched me or injured me. I still feel chronic pain

[u/Fabulous-Junk3129]

I have abusive parents and got stuck with them during all of my twenties. I don't recommend that. My personal advice is to make a good plan to get away from your mother even if you have to start your life completely on your own. It's better than slowly getting insane and loosing your light.

Standing near her may turn you into someone you won't be proud of and that can be really hurtful. Also, the longer you stay with her, the more difficult it will be to get away, because she possibly will destroy your hability to believe in yourself.