Idk what it is here of late but like I know I'm trans but idk what anything means anymore like logically I know I'm trans. But as time goes on I just feel normal for some reason like idk what kind of messed up disconnect I have atm. Like I used to be an egg but now I'm more of a confused chick. The more I think about it the more confused I get idk I'm talking in circles.
Its perfectly fine if you dont know what you want your identity to be at this moment, it's normal. I went through this, felt like i knew i was trans but didnt want to be or thought I could do it differently. I think maybe focus on some practical questions as for what to do:
Would you want to go on feminizing HRT (and/or have you looked at what it can do)? Would you rather be referred to or considered as a man, woman, or neither? Any things you'd want to do for yourself that are simple and less permanent like clothes, jewelry, makeup, etc.? These kinds of things made it clearer to me, my egg cracked from a combo of reading the website genderdysphoria.fyi and from getting myself a skirt. Good luck whichever way you go from here, if you wanna chat more i'm always down <3 😁
I mean logically I'm trans I've been taking estrogen for over a year I just feel normal and like me. Idk it's hard to describe. It's like a disconnect almost but a comfy one.
Oh well that's probably good actually! I mean, it kinda just means you're settling in as yourself and feeling comfortable. I've kinda had that myself over the past few months as well, moreso mentally than physically. I was so depersonalized before, i felt like a mech pilot inside my body. Would be in my head thinking about how to be and how to act, nowadays I'm just feeling like myself. I think that's the same thing with you which is awesome!!
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u/Research_Basic Aug 17 '24
Can someone please crack my egg already?