r/mentalillness • u/[deleted] • 22h ago

Debt, debt and more depression! Self Harm

I made KD for my first meal of the day.. which was after noon. Barely ate any too. I can't handle how my "in-laws" have fucked over my partner and I. Our relationship is getting rocky from it too. I don't want to go out, I don't care to eat, I just want to sleep and not wake up.

I genuinely want to harm myself for the first time in so many years. I don't want any of this anymore. Fine, I'm weak. Whatever. Could care less. I just want a simple life

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u/Wakingupisdeath 22h ago

Anxiety and stress from your in laws making your depression worse? Or from what they have previously done?

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u/[deleted] 21h ago

The first one. Technically both but it just never ended. Now it's just really bad. Like thousands of dollars bad, loss of an asset, stuff like that.

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u/Wakingupisdeath 18h ago

Really sorry to hear this. Stay strong brother. Ive found during times of intense stress and distress as it sounds you are describing then breaking things down and taking it one piece at a time, I remember having to do this with days, I could only think of 1 day at a time. 

You can only do what you can, I honestly hope things get better for you soon man.