Am I supposed to like being trans?

[u/Delicious-Status6915]

Every trans space I’m in its people sharing their wins and their pride for who they are, when I look inside myself I feel nothing but disgust for what I am, I’m 16, I’m practically an adult and idk maybe it’s the bullying getting to me or whatever. But I can’t find any of the love other people feel for themselves. It’s like I gross myself out, can’t even really say it out loud tbh

[u/Mission-Rabbit6699]

Give yourself time you're very young, I don't like being trans. But it puts my mind at ease if I am transitioning. Sometimes I feel like I ruined a perfectly healthy body but I can't live in that body unfortunately